Honestly my paranoia can be explained by the fact I’m a victim of long term abuse and alcohol withdrawal. I’m just searching for rational opinions bc I am def not qualified to make any rn

Because I’m a victim of extreme abuse and any help is scary to me lmao

My big ass dream goal is to literally start my own ass record label called “Chapo” in name of our original link. The other dream goal is buying my mom a house and that def comes first.

I have 3 bands that want to sign with them. 2 of the 3 bands agreed with me to not sign with them if I don’t get hired. (They’re amazing leftist comrades.) But considering I can’t even leave my room without being yelled at, any improvement is a plus. I know he isn’t using me for sexual favors, it’s been done before to me and isn’t triggering any warning signs, I think this person just genuinely sees my talent as a music nerd as an asset, and st worse is still offering a job that can pay for a legit house.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hellcat_Records hellcat like the epitaph sub record

Hexbear militia when???,?

Still have no idea how to drive tho

I literally own an rpk (that is semi auto to comply with the feds that are reading this) SO IM HALF WAY THERE.

They need communist/anarchist AA

My ass in rehab is gonna ask the 3 times a week AA meetings how a higher power is willing to save us but lets white phosphorus rain down on innocent children in Gaza. Imma be loud AF.

My ex owns a house in Denver. He’s going to be okay but giving him up hurts sm

I love you all, I’m exhausted and gonna collapse for a hot minute. Then take Basil to a dog park and try not to sob in public.

I have no money but am pretty well known as a terminally online leftist in a few discords. I just want to ask if it’s okay to spread this as much as possible. I want to help as much as I can.

He’s a mastiff mix so he’s dummy thicc

I’m def gonna take today to relax and process more trauma with my boy Basil, but I’ll hit up my ex about training dogs for pnes tomorrow and dm you if they decide to actually respond tomorrow

I trained him myself! Along with my ex spouse. It def is extremely difficult but since dogs can learn anything just starting to train them when showing seizure symptoms is easy! They can easily notice early symptoms like muscle twitching, it causes a ton of false positives since psychogenic seizures are different from normal seizures and present different each time, but my ex spouse trained dogs for a living it was extremely easy. If they have any books I’ll dm you it.

Honestly getting shot at wasn’t nearly as traumatizing as spending 2 hours at a police department, fucking going over why I got shot at. I legitimately hope the person who held me up gets help apposed to the pigs who had me go over every tattoo and scar I had.

I have pnes (I will never call it penis) which is psychogenic seizures. And since getting clean off fent and booze I only have em like twice a month. Basil is trained to respond to early seizure symptoms and warn me ahead of one occuring

He’s ESA and seizure trained! During covid lock downs I decided to train him to an extreme point and he took to it like a magnet. My favorite command I can give him is show me the drugs which when said he’ll give both of his front paws and sit up straight until you say “,the feds are gone”

I’m glad the person who shot at me had fucking terrible aim. Like I own multiple guns, and would literally have to try to miss from 2 meters. This is just a continuation of terrible shit that is happening to me since I left rehab. I’ve been flash banged, stabbed 23 times, and shot at since I left rehab. Still somehow sober other than weed tho.